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A New Beginning Who is that person I see staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don't know? Somehow I cannot hide who I am though I've tried. When will my reflection show? Who I am inside? A dream that ended too soon so now I know exactly who I am and what I'm here for. All the things I thought I'd be, all the brave things I'd done vanished like a snowflake with the rising of the sun never more to sail my ship. Out among the stars I sail, way beyond where no man has gone before but at the end I will go sailing no more. I made a choice and I'm going to live with that decision no matter what. I can see there's so much to

Most people would be surprise that I never been in a serious relationship in my life. Maybe part of me blames the past while the other one thinks who cares when you are having fun with ladies.  Do I want a serious relationship? Of course I do BUT right now I'm enjoying being single. A free agent where I could scout the prospects tests them out and eventually I will take a serious contract with that special person. And in the future get marry and have loads of little Sammy. Until then I'm living a high life which would get even better when I will finally have my own place to bring them home and get them to open the box.  :giggle:

You never know what you're gonna get. For me, yesterday it tasted bad. At first it started out alright at work even though I didn’t eat Breakfast which is rare for me but luckily I was able to buy food on my break and save the rest for Lunch.  But it was at the end of my first break when things started to turn upside down. I was notify thru txt that at home that things were going bad but I will not get into that. Anyways going back to work after my break I wanted to do something to get my mind off things but being posted in Kids with no shelving and very little interaction with customers other than “Just browsing thanks. I was bore